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"Would you like a big heaping helping of bullshit to go with your sarcastic remarks?" Since I have grown sick and tired of everyone giving me shit for my artwork, I will no longer be posting on this website. Nothing I do is appreciated and all my critiques are set on fire and thrown back at me. So whatever people. See if I give a flying shit.

Well, I've had a stroke of artistic inspiration this week and I've been working hard on my book and the pictures for my fan-fiction. But right now, after inking Cyrs's ref, a song that my ex sent me came up on Kai's playlist and I just had to stop. I told him it reminded me of my cousin that I lost almost 2 years ago and now...well, all my work, all my life is built on the inspiration that my cousin gave me. I'm just completely overcome by emotions right now. I'm crying because I'm sad, cuz I'm so so grateful, cuz I'm happy to have these gifts, cuz I'm scared of starting a career in this...There's just so much that he has given me without eve

I'm sitting in the coffee house dedicated to my dead cousin that I loved dearly, having my head ripped open by obnoxious little kids and everyone and their grandma thinks that me and my ex breaking up is just the funniest thing ever. Two of my best friends hate each other, I'll never get to talk to my other friend again and I'm damn sick of being alone and in the middle of everyone else's problems. I try to take one damn weekend off for myself and what happens? Everyone else's problems follow me all the way down to Spirit Lake  and I can't even cry on my boyfriend's shoulder anymore! So whatever. Forget it. I'm just closing myself off fro